"I am right in the midst of my awakening!"

I was living and working in California for the past 28 years but am currently in Barbados taking care of my mother who had a stroke last year and now am here amidst Covid 19 lockdown . I am taking the time to dive deeper and be my best self because when I left I knew in my soul I was going to be transcending to my true purpose in life and I was destined for greater things. When I left I felt like an empty shell of myself. It was time for transformation ! I was stuck in Level 2 The awakening not knowing how to get to Level 3 . I am right in the midst of my awakening! I am reading The Power by Rhonda Byrne for the third time and Awaken the Giant Within by Tony Robbins for the first time. I am starting over in another state when I am allowed to travel again to be closer to my aging mother and I want to teach my daughter who is struggling in life at age 19 these tools so she be aware and live her best authentic life early and avoid so much of the pain I experienced by not being able to master my mind and suppress the negative Chatter that was part of my paradigm.