"I hope and pray that now I will be more "Devoted" to myself"

I am a stay at home mom, I never thought that I would ever stay at home but life happened. There is something inside of me and that tells me to break the box I built for myself over the years, but I can't. I am a mindvalley member for three years, but I haven't really use my membership. I attended the 7 day live "States of mind" program and realized that I am not "Devoted". Everything is too hard or takes too long and I can't make the change I need. Thank you for this 7 day program and for all that you do. I hope and pray that I will be more "Devoted" to myself.