These past few weeks I had a large awakening
After years of cycling between growth and victimhood, Bryan experienced a profound awakening: the struggling self he'd been trying to fix was just thoughts. Now he's learning to surrender rather than climb, revealing the spacious consciousness that was always there.
Had mini awakenings throughout life with spurts of growth and connectedness - then cyclically revert and wallow in level one victimhood. Level one has always seemed like the default real me that I have been working on, trying to fix with this practice or that. These past few weeks I had a large awakening where I saw that the level one self was just made of thoughts - it wasn’t real. The real me is the level four spacious consciousness. I’m learning that rather than trying to climb from level to level it’s a matter of surrendering each level to reveal the level four we already are.
Bryan Uecker
Professional EOS Implementer, Biz Rocks
Austin, United States
Written 19 September 2024 From our original stories site
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