I am hoping to find some clarity as to who I really am

I know I have been drawn here. I have had difficulty with past decisions that have dragged me down and influenced my life. I know there is more to life, but I haven’t found it and question often what my purpose is here. I have also had an internal struggle with “religion” vs spirituality. I am hoping to find some clarity as to who I really am, uncover the best in me and find my way forward in this amazing journey.