My hope and prayer is to follow through with this class and stay current

Before I started this particular quest/program, I finished Superbrain and currently finishing up Duality. My hope and prayer is to follow through with this class and stay current. I am a 63 year old widower, the four year make we last week. Getting better, but still stumble. Though I grew up in the Correct Coast, lived up and down it in Utah, California, Alaska, Washington. Later after college and seminary, I served congregations throughout the US, with my wife who was also a minister. Though we served in Northern New York, Ohio, Montana, Wisconsin, Iowa, New Mexico, Florida, Pennsylvania, Seattle, then back to Barrow, and Anchorage, Alaska. In the 30 years as ministers, we never served the same congregation. We have a daughter with her four children in Kentucky and our son and family in Anchorage. Have known vagally about chakra's for many years, but noting concrete. So as I continue to put my life back together, I am trying different interests while serving a small part-time rural/small town congregation.