" I guess I am looking for answers to that lack of connectivity and meaning to my artistry..."

I am an Opera singer, I have achieved some mesure of success in my career, for the first time in 20 years I have some time off and in reflecting on my life and resize that although I became a singer to comunicate with people I feel terribly disconnected, and also disenchanted with the industry... I guess I am looking for answers to that lack of connectivity and meaning to my artistry....