"I would like to be able to gain insight, patience and more clarity on"

I am in my 40s and I am going through some times in my life where I need more guidance. I have felt that I cannot hear my intuition and know that when it is present I feel great balance and synchronicity. I am looking for help understanding, removing and creating change in old stories that have only worked as barriers. I am mainly here for a romantic relationship I was in and recently ended that I would like to be able to gain insight, patience and more clarity on.