"I feel an urgency to change my existence to serve humankind"

Hi I was in a cloud, a space where you wonder, is there more out there? Knowing that there is a better way to change one's perception of life with the community's help and the teachings of Michael Beckwith, I receive this email. I hope that the universe is ready to support me in my transformation. I feel an urgency to change my existence to serve humankind even further with humility and joyously to surrender to whatever comes this way entirely.