Creating a life that I now believe I deserve

As of now my story is in its infant stages so I can't say it has drastically changed my life like a Disney film. What I can say however is it has given me more clarity and structure to create a life that I I now believe I deserve. I believe I am in a stage of transition in life where I can choose to lie down and admit defeat or to get up and continue to fight despite all the setbacks. It has given me perspective and highlighted my strengths and weaknesses. One of my real strengths is self discipline and strong beliefs in my character. My character in particular has even been questioned by myself. I would say to myself 'is it worth being honest and loyal'. This trait has actually lost me friends and financial abundance in the past. However I now believe I have to stay true to myself and my chore beliefs. My areas like social, love and finance have really taken a battering over the last few years. I would love the chance to have a 30 min private call with John and missy so that they can help turbocharge me through the next chapter in my life. Thankyou