Now that I've opened my eyes, I can never go back to my old way of thinking

Lifebook has given me a clear direction in where I want my life to go. It also made me be honest about my current life, I often suffer from 'head in the clouds' syndrome, and can be very unrealistic and don't even believe in my own dreams. I believed that my dreams were so unreachable that I never shared them with anyone because deep down I believed I was living in a fantasy world to escape the dull realities of life. At 41, my biggest dream was to die, simply because it was easier than living. Moving forward, completing Lifebook, especially the purpose sections, made me fine-tune what I really want from life, and to know that being an author isn't unrealistic, because millions of people have done it already! My health and fitness are amazing, as is my life vision. Now that I've opened my eyes, I can never go back to my old way of thinking, without causing myself unnecessary suffering. My score was 106 pre-Lifebook, and 118 afterwards. I'm going to continue working on my Lifebook, this isn't the end.