"Mindvalley and their teachers helped me to escape my own hell"

I'm not a part of Mindvalley long time, but they and their teachers helped me to escape my own hell..Hell of life full of struggle, life where I didn't care about myself at all.. I was always doing what other people told me to..I thought they all know better than me..I was suppressing my own emotions..Way, way deep..When it came time to make some important decision in my life, I've never trusted myself..It wasn't important to me what I feel, what I think..I had intuition signs all over, but I've suppressed that also..It was really hard to live like that, not seeing the future..Not the bright future, but the future in general..I had hopes and dreams, but that was " somewhere there, outside"..Me being capable to achieve them? Come on..You must be kidding..I can't achieve that! I am not capable.. And now..Now I don't feel trap in my own body anymore..I'm not my own prisoner anymore..We all have our story, but I'm not a victim anymore..I am trying to be myself..Patient and still..Positive and confident.. I am simply trying to be! Actually, it is a relief..I don't have to pretend anymore..Pretend to be someone I'm not, just to please someone else..I don't feel guilty being me anymore.. Oh, beautiful soul reading this, I can't describe to you how much grateful I am for finding Mindvalley..There are no words because nothing can't buy the feeling and freedom of being me! It seems simple, but believe me, it's not..At least it wasn't simple for me..I'm never going to be that same scared, squeezed Marta..I've started to blossom and shine, and that is just the beginning! :) So, if someone reading this isn't part of Mindvalley, please explore it..Explore what they do, explore their programs..There is so much that there is something for everyone..I'm writing this to you from the bottom of my heart.. Believe me, it cost you nothing to explore, and you can get everything.. And me? This is only the beginning..Beginning of my amazing life, that started already! :) It started that day when I've decided to matter..:) Sending you all much love