"I am constantly stressed about money and I want to be free of this more than anything."

I have had a lot of money and lost a lot of money in my life. I always seem to lose it in the end through some bad decisions and bad spending habits and poor savings habits. I am constantly stressed about money and I want to be free of this more than anything. I have gone through many different programs and read lots of books without feeling better or having a permanent change in money. I am praying and hoping with all my might that this is the solution I have been asking for to finally be free about money!