"The concept of money simply being energy made so much sense to me"

I have just begun this particular course. My relationship with money has always been laced with uncertainty and fear. I did not believe I was worthy to be successful or worthy of financial success. Money represented power and control but not in a kind way which would create fear and shame. My father never gave money freely. One would have to justify the request or simply beg which created an immense sense of shame. With the shame came a further sense of “owing”. I always felt conditions where expected and a sense of repayment. After watching the introductory video I understood that my EQ and emotional wounds have been the issue with money whether I had too little or if I should ever have too much. The concept of money simply being energy made so much sense to me. I have already changed my emotional attachment to money and now part with it with joy and knowing that someone will benefit gives me joy. I so look forward to this course and my ultimate freedom regarding this energy.