"I am beginning this quest with the intention of fixing myself"

I am at the beginning of this journey. I know that I need some kind of reset because I vacillate between mental lack and abundance. It is my desire to do a reset and get my mind established in a consistent and constant state of abundance. I have recently become conscious about the things I say to myself. So, I know re-languaging is something I need to do. I am beginning this quest with the intention of fixing myself.