"I want abundance in my relationships; that's the foremost reason of me being here"

The reason I've joined this quest for abundance is that as much as I want to establish a booming coaching business of my own, I want to resolve issues in my relationships and have deep, meaningful, trusting, loving , caring and joyous relationships with all my family members. They are my life, my driving force, but somehow I end up hurting them the most. I want abundance in my relationships; that's the foremost reason of me being here.