"Just after one week, I already realize that there are so many things I lived that I kept believing in"

One year ago, I decided that I was ready to dig in my old programmed patterns in order to understand what was taking me back from success and fulfillness in my life... That is the reason why I joined the RTT program of Marisa one week ago. I experienced the preparation part of the quest with a hypnosis session about "abundance": how did I lose the believe that I could get everything I need? Just after one week, I already realize that there are so many things I lived that I kept believing in : - People rejecting me because of my hairstyle when I was in elementary -> I will always be criticized and rejected. I cannot be loved however I am. - My older sister puting me in a bag "for fun" when we were kids -> if I trust someone, I will end being betrayed, I should not listen to anyone. And so many more! Now I understand that this is the past. It was true at this time, because I did not have all the means and all the knowledge that I have today. I am really willing to keep following the quest and be amazed by all the discoveries and unblocking I will make thanks to it. Hoping it will help me to grow in every directions.