"I want and expect miracles again but different ones since I am a different person"

I did Silva Mind Control in New York City in the early 70s and it was very influential in changing my life. My husband had leukemia and we developed visions of healing and meditated on them frequently. He entered first trials for a drug that wasn’t even for his type of leukemia and we were positive that it would cure him. It did 8 months later. He died almost 6 years ago of Parkinson’s disease, a completely different disease which we weren’t able to heal. In addition to Silva we did est and a course in Creative Visualization in the 70s. I now live in Mexico and am doing Silva Ultramind again. This time I do not SEE visualizations but think and feel them. I am up to day 20. I want and expect miracles again but different ones since I am a different person. I have been in isolation as much as possible for 8 months due to Covid.