Mindvalley Stories
Connor Smith
The Silva Ultramind System

My world began to change as I began to change

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After a near-death experience left Connor feeling torn between two minds, they embarked on a transformative journey. This Quest provided the structure needed to finally integrate their old and new selves, bringing healing and peaceful coherence.

After surviving a Near Death Experience, I went on a multi-year journey trying to understand what I had experienced. It threw my whole worldview and sense of self into chaos. I felt I was living with two minds - my old mind and the new mind that came online from the NDE. The new mind grew but was often battling the old mind. My spiritual and personal growth journey had wild ups and downs as these two forces battled.

All my searching and learning only seemed to complicate the matter. But I persisted and followed the inner guidance. My world began to change as I began to change. This feeling of healing was addictive in a sense, but the relief from suffering was bliss. Finally a peaceful coherence started to develop and I knew I was onto something incredible.

This Quest provided the accountability and structure I needed to take the biggest leap of personal transformation I have ever tried. It truly has brought me into a new world and has healed me in countless ways.


Connor Smith

Programming Methodology and Languages Researcher

Fort Lauderdale, United States

Abundance Mindset

Written 26 February 2020 From our original stories site

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