"I am curious and excited to reclaim my brain!"

Well, I am just beginning on this course. I have 11 lessons to catch up with. New work opportunity showed up last week and I had to take the precious leap. These covid times as I am here now, with a plan to listen to one session in the morning and one at night until I catch up. My situation is; I have a problem remembering names and technical words. Not to mention that English is my second language. I came here as a full grown adult. Still, I clearly remember a 4th grade moment where I scared myself off by understanding the entire auto mechanic demo and the Astronomy class. For some odd reason, its scared the heck out of and I remember very clearly, blocking everything instantly. Very powerful mind mind you. I think it had to do with wanting to be like because I was always bullied for being a A+ type student.When I listened to Jim Kwik's presentation . I got fired up and felt so awake and sharp. I decide lets do this. So now, I am curious and excited to reclaim my brain!