"The reason I enrolled in this Quest was to help my memory"

The reason I enrolled in this Quest was to help my memory which is like a sieve & I also have no attention span at all which prevents me from learning. I constantly have conversations in my head which is irrelevant & egotistical. I need to help myself to finish projects as I am always distracted but I am very smart & intelligent which I also don't use my best attributes. What I was hoping to achieve/learn was a new life where I can learn a new subject/career & move on to the best life I could ever have. The best version of me. To be more social & to go onto better things even things I wasn't aware I was capable of. I want to remember this & not having to go back & re-read this.