I want to gain more control of my intuition and attract abundance into my life

Before I started this program, I thought about meditation for over 10 years. I have had lots of ups and downs in my life. At some point a long time ago, I started to tap into how I was feeling around different people. I was becoming aware of my energy, feeling uneasy, tightness in my chest who were constantly complaining. In the beginning, I felt I should play along and offer sympathy and later on I felt that was draining me and I would feel depleted. I started to slowly remove myself from circles where I felt the energy was trying to escape my body and I would be able to relax. I want to gain more control of my intuition and attract abundance into my life. I am looking forward to gaining the tools to tab into a more relaxed state of mind and recognize my gut feeling and act on it without feeling guilty.