"I feel so happy, so fulfilled, tears coming from my eyes"
Zeynep discovered she was confusing manifesting with daydreaming and trying to control everything like a maniac. By learning to surrender and receive rather than force outcomes, they transformed their understanding of abundance and found genuine peace, self-love, and fulfillment.
Before this program, I was confusing manifesting with dreaming. I was daydreaming 7/24 about things I want in my life, and I was wondering why I wasn’t getting what I want when I want it. Through this journey I realized I was doing most of the work for wrong reasons with wrong methodology. I thought I wanted love from someone else, now I realize all I want is to balanced emotions and set peace and love through myself. I thought I wanted cars mansions a million dollars actually what I wanted was to have abundant mindset, being resourceful and productive. Through this quest, I realized I was just forcing things to happen by controlling every single action and event, and I was feeling drained. I was furious because I knew I was doing the work day and night but not getting results was driving me nuts. What this quest helped me the most, I need to let God be God and me being me. I was trying to play the God and try to control like a maniac. Now I am learning to receive but not control. I feel surrendered and happy. I have a knowing now I am given this dreams to make me designer and creator of my life. While I am writing this I feel so happy, so fulfilled, tears coming from my eyes. I love my self and my life, and I am eternally grateful for my transformation. In the attachment I am sharing a page from my journal and my trip from the desert of Dubai where I feel the most free and authentic. Thanks 🙏
Zeynep Yılmaz
Human Resources Generalist
Istanbul, Turkey
Written 18 January 2020 From our original stories site
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