"This is my awaken moment and I deserve to feel the abundance in every aspect of my life because I deserve it"

From alomst a year and half, it wasn't my lucky days.. I was so sick,weak, alone, divorced, lack of money and had a car accident that made me completely lose any hope in Life. I had to come back to my husband for the sake of my kids so he can afford the cost of the living and take care of my kids. When we came back I felt that my kids are safe but still I am completely lost,alone and weak. I have went to several doctors with over than ten medication I take daily.. And then my colleague just told me you are not sick, it is all in your "Mind". I believed her and I started my journey to find a path to help get through all the pain I feel waiting for a true honest guidance. Until I have read the book " The Code of Extraordinary mind" I was certain that this is my awaken moment and I deserve to feel the abundance in every aspect of my life because I deserve it and it will be a reward for all the suffering I have.