"Finally when I hit Michael Beckwith 'surrendering' - then I realised that I found the answer"

I have been a struggling entrepreneur for a 8 years. I have read hundreds of books, gone to many seminars, entered T. Harv Eker's Millionaire Mind programmes, joined Mindfulness retreats, did release programs - all this has helped me to figure out that my entrepreneurial quest is not only a material one but a deeply spiritual one, alas but something is still missing somewhere. But I realized its the 'altered states' - the victim consciousness. And finally when I hit Michael Beckwith 'surrendering' - then I realised that I found the answer. Suddenly after the course, things seem to move fast, I started asking different questions (like Michael Beckwith taught) and answers came and I had to decide fast, making rapid changes to my business in anticipation for all the changes and future growth. And while I was working on all these changes, another challenge which I never anticipated hit me now; this time the Covid 19. The ensuing lockdown has hit me hard and I seem to temporarily stalled. And I know this is temporary. I continue to ask different questions and empowered questions during this lockdown. So watch my space, I am determined and I will rise back up once this covid19 lockdown is over! I thank Mindvalley for all your carefully developed and helpful courses. To date I have bought 4 quests with you. I wish to thank Vishen Lakhiani personally for I have been following you since you were a struggling entrepreneur too and I am so glad and happy for your success - it has certainly inspired me!! My first program I heard on Mindvalley was a free webinar by Christie Marie Sheldon in 2010 or 2011 I think, which I had no idea at all about (nor do I believe these things at that time). But after the seminar, I cannot help myself and found myself crying buckets and I was totally bewildered by it all especially this 'clearing process'. And I continued my self-development from there, deepening it. Thank you.