"From grief and crisis to daily miracles and transformation"

Theme: Synchronicities and The Small Things that add to Great Things

Last fall my mom passed on at the end of a short hospice stay at home surrounded by her kitty and family. Three weeks before she had still been teaching her writers' groups and planning her next fishing trip. A month after she passed my then 17 y.o. son (fostered at 12 and adopted at 15) was taken into protetective custody for Danger to Self. For the first time in my life I asked the doctor for an anti-depressant because something just felt ...off in my body. We were heading into the holidays, my mom's 80th birthday, I was planning her celebration of life, choosinng a gravestone, and ensuring my son had support, and deep in grief. It was a dark period. And I knew then, as I have always known, that events like these are phases in life, usually with lessons attached, and that it always gets better. Always. And it did.

In November my son and I started a 4 month intensive outpatient program during which he began to gain awareness and I met several moms going through similar struggles with their teens, several of whom have since become good friends.

In December Vishen held his 7 sacred states challenge from which I created my first alter and added "helicopter pilots license" to my list. We have a lot of natural disasters in Southern California. How awesome to be available should the need arise?

In early spring, my son graduated from the intensive outpatient program, I was off anti-depressents, and my mom's cat finally, grudgingly, accepted me as her new mom (I'm more of a dog person so I get her hesitation..),

In April of this year I found a great therapist who would swing with my "energy, manifesting, quantum jumping, online activations, spoon bending antics" while still keeping me grounded. Also around this time the Manifesting Mastery 3 day Summit occurred and the synchronicities started showing up.

Here's some examples:

I set my intentions with my new therapist in April, and the timing and order of what we would address when. First we had to work through the trauma of seeing my son melt down leading to his protective custody (using EMDR therapy) but once that was on the mend, we agreed to focus on 3 main categories: relationships (the romantic kind), money (ahem..) and body image.

MM 2026 kicked off 6/1 and topics and meditations starting aligning with already scheduled therapy topics. As an example, I recall specifically two issues intersecting with our 'money sessions': First, my money challenges were both a pattern and primarily familial, aligning with Regan's class on connecting with 7 generations past and future and working with her activation to clear that. Repeated, wiithin days of a therapy session on the topic, a MM 2026 lesson would come up that was essentially supporting and supplementing what I was already working on.

Another example, the week after I started working on money blocks with my therapist, the opportunity to join Regen's Wealth Code taught from Mindvalley U in Talin showed up in my email. Like 3 or 4 days later! Kinda embarrasing that it still took me about 12 hours before I signed up and then only after a stern talking-to with myself.

Relationships?

I created a list of desires for my future partner and then spent an intensive 3 hour therapy session identifying patterns with my exes and becoming aware of who I needed to be for the type of relationship I desired. Now it is only a matter of time until he shows up (stay tuned).

The fraught relationship with my son? Improving by the week. He has been the only source of conflict in life for many years. A reflection, a mirror? A lesson still to be learned? As I'm changing and growing through the lessons in the MM 2026 program, so is my relationship with my son. Where once a week could go by without a good, solid positive moment between us, our aility to connect positively is happening almost daily (I'm getting emotional just writing this). And this despite his increase in lying, sneaking, cheating and being grounded (off electronics) much of the summer!!

Lofty Questions?

With my daily lofty questions so many areas have have started to improve, grow, expand.

I have added new and interesting people to my friend group over the last several months.

The miracles I am seeing daily are still small (the parking spot, the stock price suddenly going up radically after 6 months of going down, down, my son not able to take his drivers test because the red plastic over the taillight was broken. The dealership said " $500 but look at Amazon". I looked at Ebay instead. $40 online and 30 minutes with a Youtube video and its like new. But I KNOW the momentum is there. I'm looking for them and appreciating every one I see, and they keep showing up.

I started yin yoga finally. Why now? After years of resistance to yoga? Probably because I ask daily why I move with the ease and energy of an athlete, and the class presented itself at the right time as if in response. I have lost 30 pounds since May. 30! I reached the goal weight I first set with my therapist in April. I'm now 135 pounds, look and feel so much better, and am working on the next 10 pounds my body is still telling me it wants to lose. I expect my upcominng blood test results to reflect the changes (And answer another lofty question: Why is my cholesterol so low?). I can hardly wait for those results.

Why am I free from chronic pain? I have had nerve pain for nearly 20 years on one one side of my ribcage if my back is even slightly out of alignment. And...you guessed it! Not even a twinge from that area since spring. And I haven't seen my chiropractor since the program started (sorry, Dr. Horst. Still my favorite Dr. though!).

Other insights and happenings

I use Zero Point and the Crystal Spiral regularly and sometimes I See images of the geometry that connnects.. everything.

I have an issue with something? I bust out the 3 scenes, visual the problem, the action, and the solution. And allow it to be. To become.

I fall asleep sometimes to Paul's hypnosis meditations. I seek ways to improve my intuation, another synchronicity in timing between what was happenig in my traditional therapy and Sonia's lessons!

I bent a spoon! So much proof in just one lesson.

The money hasn't shown up. Yet. The Big manifestations haven't shown up. Yet. (They ARE are vrey BIG afterall). But miracles are happening regularly, When I look at what IS and has been happening though? With relationships, with body, with mind and spirit and awareness? When I reflect in order to write this...Its staggering to see what has already happened in just 4 months. 4 months and small, compounded changes are leading to radical shifts and momentum in all areas of my life, not just in areas with my specific intentions behind them. What else is possible???!! How much better can this get? How much faster is the momentum bringing in the goals, the intentions, the answers, the manifestations, the "even better"?

I'm still exploring letting go of the vision as I see it during the meditations and opening the field to what is possible (and possibly far, far greater than I can currently imagine). I'm adding "or better" to most things, including now during meditations.

I still procrastinate sometimes, indulge in self sabotage, stumble off the path occasionally. But its days or a couple hours rather than weeks or months. I have so many tools now and some are just so downright fun and interesting, its easy to shake off the dust and get back to it.

I feel such immense love, humility, and gratitude in my heart (actually it feels like my throat chakra...?) for the Experience, for the opportunity, for our Guides, their lessons, their Wisdom, and for my MM 2026 cohort. I'm proud of you, of us, and of me. It was a lot of work, a labor of love. And so, so worth it. In Buzz Lightyears words, "To infinity and beyond!"

Love you!

Stacee